Need You

"That's why I need time, I said I need you, I need you to understand"

Yeehaaaaa! Hello Readers! Yes, you are seeing my post again. So hey peeps! How did you go with your life? Overwhelmed? Or just plain OK? Lol. Come on, chill. Take it easy and relax. You will be fine, God's willing. Anyway, before I start, let me explain what is with the italic sentence above. It was a song that was sung by Travie McCoy. The title was 'Need You'. Hence, my post's title. I have no specific reason why I named my post as Need You, not that I am in love though. But back in the days in my college days, I was really in love with that song. It is catchy and sounded so Pop, because at that time Travie was kind of this Hip Hop guy, which was not really in my cup of tea. I know it is none of your interest or business but I am feeling so ecstatic in explaining to you, my readers because Music is something that grew up with me. Up until now, I still listen to music. (Otherwise, there will be no Queen Bey's photos on my previous post. Lol.)

Okay, that is enough for my introduction I believe? Let us be serious for a little. Just a little while. Last Wednesday, which was on October 12th 2016, I was being instructed involuntarily to attend a talk at Taylor's Lakeside Campus. (Lol, sorry Taylor's people) That particular talk was about PEACE. Yes people, exactly. Peace, but not exactly the peace or harmony within our country/races/religion what so ever. Inner peace, which is just between you and yourself. Forgive me, I have forgotten to introduce to you guys of the speaker. The talk was by Prem Pal Singh Rawat, or better known as Prem Rawat. Honestly guys, initially I had no clue who the hell he was. Lol. But since I had been forced to attend his talk, I have no other choices of Google-ing him myself. Sigh. Lol again. (Sorry again, Taylor's people! =P) But what I found out was that he was one of the respected man on Earth. I know, right? Pheww. He actually was one of the Noble Prize Awards recipient. I do not remember when he received that highly prestige award  and please do not 'Direct Message' me to ask about this thing. It will never be entertained. Sorry. Lol. But guys, you can always ask Mr Google. He is the most perfect source for you to find out about anything! (even the darkest side of the world) Okay, so what I can say about his talk was very inspiring, generally speaking. I mean sometimes we tend to take for granted in every single thing that is happening around us. Just a simple thing that you think is unimportant, yet you might go crazy for that. Especially those who live in this metropolitan city of KL, you are easily annoyed with the traffic and when bad comes to worse, you will end up cursing! See? It actually not good for your inner health, which is your soul. In other words, he pointed out that within ourselves, there were two wolves living; which are the good and the bad. It mostly depending on which wolf you feed the most. If you keep feeding the bad wolf with bad attitude, anger, ego and et cetera, you will end up being controlled by the bad wolf. Which equals to being a very bad person. This will not happen if it is vice versa. I learn from him that you are the key control of your life in feeding your own soul, no one else has a veto power in deciding on the person you will become. So people, it shows that this thing is complex yet profound as it just you and yourself. We keep saying people will not know how I feel cause they are not living inside me, but why we keep doing bad things? Are not you wondering why these things keep happening? That is the reason why I said it is very complex yet profound, because we are human. We make mistakes, all of us do but we can choose to repair it rather than making it worse and soon become worst. Wow, what an essay I have fed your eyes, my dear readers. Lol! Sorry, but you guys did get the point of what the hell I have typed right? You better be or else I will sue you. Alright, I am kidding. #IWillHaveMyLawyerSoon #YoudBetterWatchOut Lol.

So guys, I believe that is all I have in my mind right now. (No, that was not the only thing cause I have DOZENS things to be settled and it drives me crazy! But you guys do not have to know. #FlipBeard) So I will try to keep posting on time. Yes, I know I am late. I was supposed to publish this post by last week but I was so tight with many things in my head and it is crawling to my head and heart now. (drama much) So Taylor's people, I am so sorry for the delay! I promise, this week post I will do it on time! Yeehaaaa! (Hopefully) Anyway, thanks people for reading my not so appealing blog. But still, thank you though. Oh, I will attach a photo of Prem Rawat below for you guys to at least have a glimpse of him. Okay, until next post you all! 

   

Perfect Inspiration

Hello all my dearest readers. Again, you are seeing me posting! (clap it like you do not care) Lol. So yes, for those who have read my posts before, thank you from the deepest bottom of my heart. I have never taken this opportunity before because I thought no one will read my blog cause I was not interested in blogging initially. But apparently, there are people who actually read my blog (even though I forced them do so, lol!) and I cannot thank you enough for that. #HugsAndKissesXOXO *Ewhh, what kind of hashtag is that?* -_-"

Okay, let me start with my week, how did it go and was it worthy sharing or what so ever. Well, it was Awal Muharam last Monday (Oct 3rd) thus holiday! Happy new year, Muslims! May Allah bless us all with kindness and good health, in shaa Allah. People, the highlight of this week actually happened last Wednesday (Oct 5th) where I have to attend a talk that was organised by Malaysian Institute of Certified Public Accountant, which also known as MICPA. Yes, initially I was like blergh. Come on MICPA, a talk? Seriously?! What made it worst for me at that time was the venue and the time allocated for that particular talk. It was held at Sime Darby Convention Centre (SDCC) in Mont Kiara. Can you guess the time? 1800 - 2000. What the hell?! 6 freaking PM??!! But yeah, as a student of the certified body, you cannot say much. Let it go and just proceed with the talk and that was what I did. So, with this let go kind of attitude, it turned out great! I mean seriously guys, the talk was great! They invited a lady named Rebecca Fatima Sta Maria to share her professional journey. You guys might wondering, who on earth is that lady right? Rebecca Fatima Sta Maria? The hell? Oh people, wait until I explain in detail who exactly she was and what title she holds. Then you will be consumed by the hell fire for giving me the what the hell attitude. *beard flips* Lol. Okay, I was kidding. =P So this lady was a Secretary General of Ministry of International Trade and Industry (MITI). Yes, I put was because she just retired, last July if I am not mistaken. Can you guess the title in front of her name that she is holding? It was Yang Berbahagia Tan Sri Datuk Doktor okayyy!!! So let me pour her full title with her name included. Yang Berbahagia Tan Sri Datuk Doktor Rebecca Fatima Sta Maria. Pheww! I can even finish a cup of espresso while hearing people saying her full title with name. Lol. *People, just something to ponder about, her PhD title is legit and genuine alright. She is not cheating like some individual* Apart from all the titles she had with her and her beautiful long name (lol, kidding tan sri =P), she is truly a humble and down to earth lady. Yes readers, very humble and her talk regarding her journey becoming one of the most important person in the government sector was not boring at all! Yes guys, I am a straight forward guy so if it is boring, I will definitely spill it out. But yes, this particular lady, Tan Sri Rebecca really made me put my respect at her on the mount of Everest, or somewhere infinity. She is a powerful and strong lady with attitude yet so humble and down to earth. One thing I got from her talk was "Know your roots well so that you will stay grounded". Which is very true, right people? I got so inspired with her talk and up to a level that I wish she will not stop talking cause I did not even produce a single yawn. Bravo, Tan Sri! You are my perfect inspiration!

Tan Sri Datuk Dr Rebecca Fatima Sta Maria

I could talk forever until infinity about her but I am not going to do that as I will bore you guys. So yes, that was it. As for the low light of the week. Probably still my struggle (or war) within myself in order to fight this laziness inside me to keep striving for my Taxation module. I am still trying to keep up with the pace in order to be efficient to pass this MICPA exam. Sigh.

I personally my achievement for this week was asking question to directly Yang Berbahagia Tan Sri. Oh yes! After the talk, there was a Q&A session with her and I managed to ask questions! (Wohoo!) I was so happy because I feel that I got something from her, which is her knowledge. Oh come on people, she was a Secretary General that dealt with TPPA in Malaysia! Of course I am proud with myself for asking her some questions! *flips beard again* Lol.

Okay my dear readers, I guess that is all for this week. I believe I bore you more than enough but I really hope you guys could learn something from this post, especially on "being grounded and remembering your roots" part. Thank you for your time and damaging your eyes to read my post. Until the next post, people.

Kurt Donald Cobain - RIP

Don't Hurt Yourself

That is right people. I am back. Watch out for another boring post by me blabbering about my life, again. Lol. Whatever. Anyway, the reason I put the photo above is because I just want something other than alphabets for your eyes, my dear readers. Hence, only Queen Bey is qualified to be on my blog. So bow down, people. *I am the dragon breathing the fire* 

Now let us quit playing and be serious. Hell no, you guys know I can never be too serious, especially when I am blogging. But yes, I am going to tell you that I did learn something and that 'something' was recording myself. Yes, in a video. Which I hate. Some people call it as vlogging, I believe? Oh, who cares! I just hate to see myself in a video, or even hearing my own voice! Can you imagine, I need to play that recorded video of myself in front of other people??! It was so embarrassing! *Okay now I feel like swearing* But yes, like it or hate it, I still need to undergo that thing and thank God it was DONE! You readers, do not ever think that you will see me posting that particular thing (video/vlog) on my blog. Na-ah! Never ever dream of watching it! Sorry, I ain't sorry. :-P

Even though I hate to see myself or even hearing my voice in a video, but that thing was actually the high light among all the things that happened to me this week. Probably because I had a war within myself in order to put myself in a video. Oh yes, it was not easy for me but still, I managed to overcome the hatred I had and did it! To be honest, it felt awesome! *Hell yeahhh I did it and it was not even a perfect illusion!!!* Oh one more thing, I played basketball with some of my classmates. Yes, I am bad in sports cause I do not own any enthusiasm when it comes to sports. But what the hell, I just played it even though I was a useless player who never score a single point and run whenever I feel I want to but actually I should not. Sorry, classmates. Lol.

Right. Now the low light. I am still trying to adapt with this professional course. Specifically the module I am taking, Taxation. Yes, I still feel that there were too many things need to be done (reading) within a jiffy and it kind of put me under pressure. I may look like nothing crucial is going to happen to me but inside, I feel like killing people! Okay, that was a joke. I am not a maniac that is prone to be a serial killer. But you readers get the point right? You may look at peace on the outside but there is a storm inside you that people cannot see. That is me right now. However, I believe hard work will pay off at the end so please pray for me that I could kill the laziness inside me so that I could work things out according to what I have dreamed of. May Allah ease. Amin.

Achievement. Okay. Small achievement I have made this week so far was overcome the hatred I had within me to record myself in a video! Yes! Lol. It sounded so silly but it is a big achievement for me though. So yes, nothing much but it was huge for me. 

Alright peeps, thank you for reading! Oh, you guys might wonder why I named this post as 'Don't Hurt Yourself'. Firstly, it is because what I have been through this week was something that I will never do if I was me before I sign up for this professional course. Meaning to say that I did something out of my comfort zone, which was recording myself in a video and showed it to other people. You are hurting yourself if you do not improve yourself by just staying at your own comfort zone. *Whew, look who is talking. Lol* Second of all, it is one of my favorite song title by my madness Queen Bey. #KThxBye Until the next post, readers.